the one thing i thought was true and real in my life is over. heather says she is not now, nor has she ever been, satisfied with our relationship. she and i would always say we had “buniness” meaning that we had a complete balance of love for one another. i had been so often [...]

last night when we made love
we cried the whole time
where are the Hallmark cards
for that?
Orginally posted April 10, 2006 at Blogger:SapphoMe

how do i love her? #1
When i do the laundry, I always do her clothes first.
Originally pubished on Friday, April 14, 2006 at Blogger:SapphoMe

I want to write about my love for Heather. It never ceases to amaze me. We have been married for more than 8 years now, and the sex has slowed down. but NO ONE moves me as she does. I hold her and I turn into a big mushball of amazement over this woman and [...]

I have 4 sisters and 1 bro. I’m in the middle. My youngest sis, Pam, just lost her youngest son, Matthew. He was only 18. He apparently pulled a gun on a cop and the cop shot him in self-defense. I learned a very important thing about funerals, they are not for the dead, but [...]

ah irony, how i detest thee
Of course she’s not home. Who would want to be here?! Wouldn’t you rather be at an amusement park and out partying with your friends then spending another dull day with your sick partner. I know that’s what I’d be doing if the situation were reversed. If I knew she [...]

I have a rare illness known as Ogilve’s syndrome among other things. it means that my entire digestive tract no long “obeys the rules”. it functions when no food is in sight, thereby digesting my own digestive tract in an effort to do something useful, or does not digest for days, causing food in my [...]

I don’t know how it works or why, but for me, I was born a lesbian.
My first heartbreak was when i was 4. There was a large, beautiful, southern woman who cared for me (and assume some of my sibs) in my parent’s government housing (read truly poverty stricken) area. suddenly my dad freaked [...]

I love a good convo, put it in a coffeeshop with the sunlight shining almost horizontal, in that way it does that lights up the underside of leaves and makes them glow like glass, and i’m in heaven.
I think I love stories most of all. They don’t have to teach me about the meaning of [...]

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How many times do you tell your partner you love him/her/it/them/in process?
Why do we crave minaturization and fear Godzilla?
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